The Day We Were...

The people who made my November 8, 2007, extra happy and

Über special!

Thanks, Cubao Elementary School batch 2001! I love you all!

pictures taken by Patricia and Karlo

Artistic Photography...

pictures that reminds me of my childhood...

pictures taken by Bezaleel E. Coniate

A small tribute for those who are hurt...

I'm not a High School Musical fanatic, but this song really suits everyone in the verge of confusion.

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Gotta Go My Own Way
High School Musical 2

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something 'bout us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
but I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I give my hopes up
And I watch theme fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just to hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

(What about us
What about everything we've been trough)

What about trust?

(You now I never wanted to hurt you)

What about me?

(What am I supposed to do?)

I gotta leave but

I'll miss you
(hoho)

Refrain:

Sooooo
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I wanna go my own way

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day (World some day)
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

My plans this semestral break...

At last, I can feel that we have a sem break. I can now rest my mind. No pressure, no worries of being late! Anyway, in this entry, I will list down everything that will surely make my break, worthwhile.

1. Celebrate my Kuya Windol's birthday. Its not big, the family will have no party but a simple dinner. The celebration would be tomorrow, Oct. 25.
2. Go to Baguio on Oct. 28,29,30 with my Kuya Caleb and his 2 Japanese students. According to him, these two likes to ask questions. Better practice my English-speaking skill.
3. Attend the MUSICAMP. Well, this one, it was father's idea. I really don't like it, but i should look at it in a different perspective. i might learn new techniques in my singing! AS IF! By the way, I'd be going with my Donnalyn, my younger sister on the said event. This will be on Pampanga, Nov. 2 and 3.
   
4. Swim with the Church. Yup, remember, the church are the people inside the church building! There will be a swimming fellowship. This will be on Nov. 1.
   
5. Bond with my fellow young people in the church. The youth pastor, which happens to be my Kuya Windol, proposed a Movie Marathon and it was approved. It will require my uber energy just to keep them all alive! Oct 26 and 27 is the date. Its a sleepover or rather an all-night movie watching.
6. On the same date, the church will also hold a garage-sale. This is a actually a fund-raising event. This event will be a two-day engagement.
7. I will also raise my own money this break by being the helper/chamberlain/ sanitary-officer of my mom. In other words, I will be a "muchacha".

That's it, I guess, that would surely make my being present in the house a productive one.

My Morning Look!

DAMN! I LOOK SO CUTE!

I hate that button nose I got there!

"GLOBAL WARMING"

The Sickest Bulletin I have ever read
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It melts the ice up the polar regions
and increases the sea level.


Too hot eh? The greenhouse gases
absorbs too much heat.



Dry lands go drier since heat doubles
or maybe triples the evaporation.



When waters of the ocaen gets hot and
the sky is cold, mix them together and
you can create a tornado. In general,
It messes with the weather patterns.



Ever got soaked in boiling water?
Contribute more greenhouse gasses in
the air... Go on feel free! I need a
tan anyway. :)


Dont think twice. Use all the gasoline
in your car and burn up your engines
and go nowhere! That woul be fun!

Be a lumber jack! Cut your trees and
reduce the consumers of carbon dioxide
on the face of the planet... C'mon! You
need them in your fireplace! Burn it
there and create more greenhouse gases!

I like Global Warming! It kills people
I dont like. :)


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post by Matt Dallas

I know your trying to show your humor, but please, not everyone finds your ideas funny!

Random Thoughts...

Im here, inside my father's office again, 2:30 in the morning, waiting for my brother to come home. I feel sleepy. My lips are kinda dry. I need water. hay....

Ang madulas na dila ni Beza...

Ako si Beza! Your ultimate source of BBrC159 CHIKA!

Ito ang mga nagswimming...
(in no particular order) LOL :P
kung kulang pakisabi na lang!

Beza
Mearah
Christian
Renz
Arlene
Mart
Ed
Russel
Vernon
Laeng
Shaidel
Meynard
Erica
Jerome
Jheng
Heleena*
Pandoy*
Bhon*

*hanggang 9 pm lang sila.. aww!
hello?! friends ko pa rin sila. hindi ko sila ibubuko!

Sayang lang kasi wala kayo sa swimming!

Super saya kahit kaming lima na lang nila Vernon, Jerome, Renz at Arlene ang natira.

Lahat ng iba, borlogs! Si Arlene, gising siya pero hindi siya naligo kasi its super cold!

Kaming apat lang sa pool, hanggang 3 am in the morning! Sumasakit na nga ang arms and

back ko non kakalangoy.

At in fairness ang tapang nila Vernon, Renz at Jerome na magswim na naka-brief lang!

Anyway, dahil mabait naman ako, dalawa sa kanila ang nag-skinny dipping! kayo na

manghula kung sino sa tatlo!

Modest ako eh!

Ito pa, I admit, konti ang food, pero we all are miraculously busog after a simple dinner!

Salamat na rin sa matatamis na pop corn ni Renz!

Madami din ang nag-hard CRAYOLA! Actually, isa lang siya!

Ah basta, i won't spill anymore! Hulaan niyo na lang kung sino siya!

At ang ganda ng place! UBER BEAUTIFUL! I never expected na may magandang resort pala

sa Antipolo! Mas maganda pa sa LorieLand! Promise! Villa Christina! SOSYAL!

We also made friends with the Koreanos there! Madami din pics si Arlene sa Multiply niya!

Yun din pala ang first time kong matulog or maidlip sa semento na walang sapin! Not in the

sahig ha! Sa mesa ng isang cottage ako natulog with Renz, Jerome and Arlene.

Ayun, morning came. Super lamig ng umaga namin! As in! We were like in this big freezer!

Siyempre yung mga natulog ng medyo maaga, nag-swim ng maaga din. Sila Mearah at Russel,
kaso, they only swam for like, 15 mins. kasi lilinisin pa yung pool! Ayan tulog-tulog kasi!

Kaya nga Night-swimming eh!

After, making ligpit the gamit, we made larga na. Mart, Ed, Eca and Renz went home na kasi they have

commitments pa!

The rest went to Mims' for coffee and almusal!

Arlene made this sardinas delicacy! Delicioso!

The Girly Talk Code Deciphered

Boys read this...
Girls relate on this...

if i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]


When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]


When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]


When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]


When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]


When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]


When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]


When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]


When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]


When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]


When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]


When im scared
[ Protect me ]


When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]


When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]


When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]


When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]


When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]


When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]


When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]


When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]


When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]


When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]


When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]

A Friendster Bulletin by Danielle Santos,
a dear friend of mine

Random Thoughts...

Im here, sitting alone in my dad's office...

Thinking of what I could write on my blog...

I want it to make hitik just like Heyz's blog!

Well, lets start with my plans for the next semester.

First, I want to get rid of my ugly zits and uneven skin tone.

I should have facials every month kahit magastos.

May ipon naman ao di ba?

Second, is my GO VEGAN campaign!

I want to lose weight!

Gusto ko makapagsuot ng fashionable clothes that cuts the

circulation around the waist! Kapag payat ako, di yun masagwang

tingnan.

Third, improve my grades! Hello, do i need to elaborate on this?

Fourth, look for the Kyle XY soundtrack! I think its cool

(pronounced as KEWL)

Fifth, Ugly Betty Season two is already out sa ABC.

I hope out na rin siya sa Quiapo! lol!

Sixth, join the accreditation team. Kasi its fun pala na

mag-overnight sa COC! Brings back memories of the DRAMAFEST!

Seventh, sana makapag-organize ng party ang ating klase!

It would be uber fun!

Eighth, improve my knowledge about things I find interesting!

Ninth, magpa-accent train sa aking kuya! Sayang naman ang pagtuturo
niya sa TUA ng American accent di ba?

Tenth, improve my P.R. skills!

Eleventh, treasure more all my friends!

Twelfth, bond more with my classmates!

Thirteenth, sa summer, take a remedial class on P.E.

Lastly, raise money for my gadgets!

That are my short-term goals!

and now I'm ready...

Extraordinary


I was a bay tree
Quiet and unseen
I lived in stories but inside I kept a mystery
I was a starling
Nobody's darling
Flying around in perfect circles just for company

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

A midnight airplane
A window blowing
I know I am another sparkle in the sky
I shine on copper
Still undiscovered
But you might see me in the corner of my eye

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

Waking up to wake up someday
I am my own parade
Stopping off at a sidewalk cafe
Wind is playing in threes
Kick up confetti leaves
Seems as if it's all to say

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

Sadness...

I
am
on
My
OWN
now
....

To You part 2...

This thought got out of my mind randomly, so you readers organize na lang my thoughts...

Sincere ka ba talaga sa sorry mo ha?

Kanina sa gym, inaway mo na naman ako! Yun lang ba alam mong gawin?

Get into people's nerves?

Another thing, i dont pretend someone I'm not! First of all, nagsabi nga ako ng school!

I said UP for University of Pateros! Hello?! Di nga Ateneo or La Salle yun!

Tapos sasabihan mo pa akong social climber?

I remembered before going to visit a friend, we were reading the Top 15 schools,

You asked me, in a Maarte Accent, what's my school?

Tapos nung I'm pretending na, nagagalit ka na?

You are so INCONSISTENT!

Gosh Mister! Nagagalit na talaga ako sa iyo!

Alam mo, nung wala ka pang trabaho, mabait ka! Pero nung nagkatrabaho ka,

you became a bag of hot air! Please, wag ka na munang dunagdag sa problems ko!

hay naku talaga! at the nerve mong mag-comment sa chatbox ko!

Hay naku talaga! Pinagpapasensiyahan kita noon, kaya mabait ako sa'yo

and consider it na lang as kindness! Pero it's too much already!

The mere presence of you already makes my temper rise to its boiling point!

Let's put it this was, kapag unti-unti akong nakakalbo, lumalaki ang eyebags ko, at lalo

akong tumaba, ikaw ang may kasalanan!

At kung maitatanong mo ung bakit ako masyadong affected sa iyo, kasi lagi itang nakikita!

At ayaw ko mang dumikit sa akin, imposibleng mangyari dahil barkada kita!

And please, bawasan mo na yung masyadong sumasabat sa usapan ng iba!

Minsan hindi na kailangan yung opinion mo sumasagot ka pa!

Naku talaga! Ito lang ha, magsosorry ka nalang, kailangan pang may comment!

Sincere ka ba talaga?

Well, bakit ko pa pala tinatanong yun eh alam ko naman na yung sagot! HINDI!

And please, if you think I'm starting to do the "social climbing thingy", umalis ka!

Naiinis ka pala eh!

HAYY!! BWISIT KA!

Kaya starting monday, kung gusto mo pa akong kausapin, huwag ka munang lumapit sa kin!

Please lang! Baka magkamali ka at madagdagan pa yung inis ko sa'yo!

At hindi na siya bastang inis! kasi galit na siya!

Makatulog ka sana ng maayos!

To You...

Why do you always make me mad?

Ayoko man isipin pero insecure ka ba sa akin?

Ano ba problema mo?

Alam mong galit ako sa mga kagaya mo perp di ako namemersonal!

Ikaw, lahat ng kapintasan ko, pinanamukha mo sa akin!

Nakakatuyo ka ng dugo!

Ewan ko sa iyo pero kung may problema ka sa akin, sabihin mo!

At pwede ba, kapag nag-salita ka, siguraduhin mo na hindi ko pwede ibalik sa

iyo?

Hindi ka na nakakatuwa!

Kilala mo kung sino ka!

Kaibigan pa naman kita!

At hindi ako "social climber" kasi kaya ko! Ewan ko nalang sa'yo!

Bwisit ka! Please Back Off!

Ito lang ha, magbago ka na kasi madaming naiinis sa'yo!

Magpaka-lalake ka pwede?

In the verge of depression and nervous breakdown...

What happened?

Why are you cold to me lately?

I said to myself I won't care about you anymore...

I'm so sad!

I'm angry, sad, I'm confused!

I wish I'm in a coma..

I'm not angry at you, it's just that, I want to hear from you if you still want me as your BFF...

I guess we can't bring back the times...

I really am sad...

I don't know what happened to us...

A simple reminder when going in an important event...

Here is my list of what-to-do before, during and after an important engagement specifically a dinner party.

BEFORE:
1. Prepare an outfit a day or two before the event. Make sure that it is appropriate. Don't forget to look for holes and damages that are needed to be fixed.

2. If you plan to get a facial treatment, do it 4 days before the event. We don't want people giving us unwanted attention just because we have open pores and "pantal".

3.If you are attending a dinner party, do not eat before the event. Starve yourself! Come on, the only reason you want to come is to socialize and eat! Plus, eating meals can make your tummy grumble after eating!

4. Be ready for traumas and incidents. Always carry an emergency kit containing floss, small sewing kit, lots of tissue and white loose powder.

5. Know the people who will attend the event.

DURING:
1. Come on time.

2. If you have a date with you, don't over socialize. Remember, you came as a couple.

3. Take small amounts of each courses. "pangit yung pabalik-balik ka sa buffet table"

4. Talk to the important people. They might be the answer to your dreams.

5. Don't forget the person who invited you. Thank him/ her!

6. Stay sober the whole night, if the party includes alcohol.

7. Make sure you look good. Check out stains and crumbs that might be on your clothes. Plus, oiliness is next to ugliness! Photographers are always present..

8. Forget all your problems. You are there to be happy!

AFTER:

1. Thank the host of the dinner. Appreciate the taste. Be tactful though.

2. "Wag mag-uuwi ng pabalot." Unless the host told you so.

3. Say goodbye to all your new friends and connections.

Hope that'll help!

I JUST CANT WAIT FOR UGLY BETTY SEASON 2!

KAINIS MATAGAL PA SIYA! I WILL SURELY MISS BETTY SUAREZ, WILHELMINA SLATER, MARC AND AMANDA, HILDA, SANTOS AND JUSTIN, IGNACIO AND HENRY... SIYEMPRE THE TRANNY ALEXIS AND HER/HIS BROTHER DANIEL!

KAIYAK YUNG SEASON ENDER!

LAST WEEK OF SEPTEMBER PA YUNG PILOT EPISODE NG SEASON 2! NOT HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES HA?

Bitter-bitteran Lyrics!lolz

When It Was Me
Paula Deanda

Ooh, no

Yeah, yeah
She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your kind of girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wondering
What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me
When it was me
When it was me
When it was me

Vegetarian blues...

Ang ganda talaga ng mga documentaries sa DOKYU! Kakatuwa at kaka-inspired. Anyway, gusto ko na mag-vegetarian! Yup! You read it right! I'm going vegan...or maybe not! Kasi naman, gusto ko naman makaranas na payat ako! Furthermore, I also want to be healthy! Kahit healthy lang tingnan. Whoever said that being fat is beautiful, is sour-graping and bitter-gourding in other words nag-bi-bitter-bitteran sa mga models sa magazine!

Naisipan ko tuloy mag-lagay ng aking mga thoughts kapag nag-vegetarian ako:

1. Papayat agad ako ng mabilis! The girl sa dokyu lost 5 pounds in less than two weeks! wala pang exercise yun! Eh hello! Tambay na kaya ako sa Gold's!


2. Siyempre kapag puro gulay kinakain mo, hihina ang iyong katawan! Bobobo din ako lalo! Kaya dapat take ako ng maraming supplements at protein shakes for building up muscles!


3. Regular ang bowel movement ko! Rich in fiber ang gulay at prutas! Iwas cancer pa yun!


4. Di na ako makakakain ng hamburger, burger steak, and everything! Mahihirapan pa ang nanay ko sa mga lulutuin! Dadagdag sa gastusin ang pagbili ng gulay sa palengke!


5. Gaganda ang aking skin! I will get enough Vitamin E! Yahoo!


6. Dadami mga insecure sa akin! siyempre ganda ng skin ko tapos payat pa ako tapos gwapo pa ako (aminin mo patri, mas gwapo pa ako sa mga kuya ko! alam mo din yan archie!) e di parusa na ito!


7. Dadani din admirers ko! Mapabading pa yan o babae! I will surely catch everyone's attention with my new look!


8. I think lalo akong yayabang! Lalo akong magiging intimidating at maarte!


9. Opportunities will come! Siyempre, if i look good, madaling makapasok sa mga trabaho! Aminin natin, may edge ang mga gwapong average ang iq sa mga panget na matalino!


10. Have to maintain all the superficial and vanity! Siyempre aalagaan mo ang everything sa iyo di ba? Di ako all the way vegetarian mind you! Siyempre, may mga animal by-products na di pwedeng iwasan like bags( I love bags!) shoes(ayoko gumamit ng synthetic!) at oil!


11. Naisip kong magtapos sa positive kasi gusto ko kayong ma-convince na mag-VEGAN! Pang-mayaman ang Vegan diet kahit mumurahin lang ang gulay! Sosyal kaya ang dating ng isang vegetarian!

Ayan, na-express ko na ang aking balak! bwuahaha! sana may napulot kayo! Sana din i-include niyo ako sa prayers niyo! Mapanindigan ko sana ito! LORD HELP ME!

Butterfly Kisses 101

Butterfly Kisses is defined as kisses made by eye lashes. You flutter your lashes on

someone's skin. Usually in the cheeks, the effect is a tingly feeling that is said to be

a butterfly's wings brushing on your skin.

mushy poems and cheesy love notes...

im confused!
I don't understand...
it seems like, I don't exist in your
world!
you told me that nothing will change!
but why?...
am I the reason?
if I did something wrong, tell me...

I don't want our relationship to be
like this forever!
I need you!
you're the only one I can count on right
now...
but where are you?
I can't see you anywhere...
Did I tell you to leave me?
or you left on your own?

I know I can't please you to love me...
but can I just ask you to stay?...

Silly me... I'm such a crybaby..

Whew! What a day!? Whirlpool of emotion filled my day! It all started in Miss Cherry Pebre's class.

The topic of the day was " Perception Barriers" and she had a collection of words. The instruction was

to give your perception, experience or the thing that first comes to your mind after hearing that word.

I participated in the first part, giving my opinion about what I think about the word black.

After that, many words were discussed. Then, it was Archibald's turn to pick. He incidentally chose the word

"Love". He expressed his sentiments about it.

When it was time for Heleena to answer, I really listened to what she'll say. On the time she said " Love is full of

sacrifices" she cried that also made me cry. Yup, I cried! I don't know but I think I felt what she wants to express.

I really don't know why I got affected. Maybe because I know her love story or she is special to me.

Special in a way that she is one of my real friends in school, plus I had a crush on her in the freshmen days.

She is such a perfect girlfriend!

By the way, the day really affected me. It made me really exhausted. I also am currently listening to Mush-suicidal

song on the radio. To all those who read this entry, let's keep it a little secret about the "Heleena" part, okey?

Random Thoughts...

1. Do not mess with other people's love life! If you can't get one, don't try to create for someone. It brings chaos!

2. Blogging exercises one's vocabulary and creative thinking.

3. Time flies so fast especially if you can't afford to be late for school, work, etc.

4. Its better if your cellphone has camera. It captures candid and priceless moments.

5. Talking to yourself makes one wise and self contented.

6. Gossiping is actually good for the health.

7. Be careful with your facial expressions. Some might think you are intimidating.

8. Boredom is never dull. It brings spice to our lives.

9. Hating someone secretly can be depressing.

10. Eating apples can help cure indigestion.

11. Dieting is such a pain in the ass! Makes you weak and sluggish.

12. Being sentimental is a bad trait.

13. When a girl talks about problems, she doesn't want solution. She wants someone to listen.

14. When a guy talks about problems, he expects you to give him solutions.

15. According to the Chinese Feng Shui, long lashes bring good luck to career.

16. Reading Harry Potter can be such a bore.

17. "Emo" is the new gay.

18. According to Sarah Jessica- Parker, " Grey is the new Brown."

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I hope you learned something from my "LIfe' s Simple Lessons"...

Fake Lashes?! Not...

How many minutes does it take for you to have the "camel" eye lashes?

Ten, twenty? One hour? Some, it takes forever!

I guess the "Eye Lash Craze" started when Gee-Anne of whatever chemically

enhanced her lashes using mascaras that have polymer particles in it.

It dramatically thickens and lengthens her God-given thick lashes.

She doesn't need the metal thingy to curl her lashes.

By the way, let's not go gaga over lash enhancers! Let's focus more on how a girl

found her true love for the first time with her power lashes.

Presenting my new "on-line novel" called

"BUTTERFLY KISSES"

Join me as we witness how a girl triumph with trials and defeat.


This is not your typical "CINDERELLA STORY"

IN MY BLOG


JULY 27, 2007



Patience is a Virtue...

Powerful One-Liners

This is for everyone na gusto maging successful... share ko lang! Ganda ng motto. Simple pero moving! Nakita ko yung message nung pauwi ako galing gym. I said to myself, that should be my attitude when it comes to working out!

"I don't stop when I'm tired, I only stop when I'm done"

-Nike Women-