Artistic Photography...

pictures that reminds me of my childhood...

pictures taken by Bezaleel E. Coniate

A small tribute for those who are hurt...

I'm not a High School Musical fanatic, but this song really suits everyone in the verge of confusion.

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Gotta Go My Own Way
High School Musical 2

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something 'bout us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
but I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I give my hopes up
And I watch theme fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it's just to hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today cause I gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

(What about us
What about everything we've been trough)

What about trust?

(You now I never wanted to hurt you)

What about me?

(What am I supposed to do?)

I gotta leave but

I'll miss you
(hoho)

Refrain:

Sooooo
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day
but at least for now
I wanna go my own way

Refrain:

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here I hope you understand
we might find a place in this world some day (World some day)
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

My plans this semestral break...

At last, I can feel that we have a sem break. I can now rest my mind. No pressure, no worries of being late! Anyway, in this entry, I will list down everything that will surely make my break, worthwhile.

1. Celebrate my Kuya Windol's birthday. Its not big, the family will have no party but a simple dinner. The celebration would be tomorrow, Oct. 25.
2. Go to Baguio on Oct. 28,29,30 with my Kuya Caleb and his 2 Japanese students. According to him, these two likes to ask questions. Better practice my English-speaking skill.
3. Attend the MUSICAMP. Well, this one, it was father's idea. I really don't like it, but i should look at it in a different perspective. i might learn new techniques in my singing! AS IF! By the way, I'd be going with my Donnalyn, my younger sister on the said event. This will be on Pampanga, Nov. 2 and 3.
   
4. Swim with the Church. Yup, remember, the church are the people inside the church building! There will be a swimming fellowship. This will be on Nov. 1.
   
5. Bond with my fellow young people in the church. The youth pastor, which happens to be my Kuya Windol, proposed a Movie Marathon and it was approved. It will require my uber energy just to keep them all alive! Oct 26 and 27 is the date. Its a sleepover or rather an all-night movie watching.
6. On the same date, the church will also hold a garage-sale. This is a actually a fund-raising event. This event will be a two-day engagement.
7. I will also raise my own money this break by being the helper/chamberlain/ sanitary-officer of my mom. In other words, I will be a "muchacha".

That's it, I guess, that would surely make my being present in the house a productive one.

My Morning Look!

DAMN! I LOOK SO CUTE!

I hate that button nose I got there!

"GLOBAL WARMING"

The Sickest Bulletin I have ever read
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It melts the ice up the polar regions
and increases the sea level.


Too hot eh? The greenhouse gases
absorbs too much heat.



Dry lands go drier since heat doubles
or maybe triples the evaporation.



When waters of the ocaen gets hot and
the sky is cold, mix them together and
you can create a tornado. In general,
It messes with the weather patterns.



Ever got soaked in boiling water?
Contribute more greenhouse gasses in
the air... Go on feel free! I need a
tan anyway. :)


Dont think twice. Use all the gasoline
in your car and burn up your engines
and go nowhere! That woul be fun!

Be a lumber jack! Cut your trees and
reduce the consumers of carbon dioxide
on the face of the planet... C'mon! You
need them in your fireplace! Burn it
there and create more greenhouse gases!

I like Global Warming! It kills people
I dont like. :)


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post by Matt Dallas

I know your trying to show your humor, but please, not everyone finds your ideas funny!

Random Thoughts...

Im here, inside my father's office again, 2:30 in the morning, waiting for my brother to come home. I feel sleepy. My lips are kinda dry. I need water. hay....

Ang madulas na dila ni Beza...

Ako si Beza! Your ultimate source of BBrC159 CHIKA!

Ito ang mga nagswimming...
(in no particular order) LOL :P
kung kulang pakisabi na lang!

Beza
Mearah
Christian
Renz
Arlene
Mart
Ed
Russel
Vernon
Laeng
Shaidel
Meynard
Erica
Jerome
Jheng
Heleena*
Pandoy*
Bhon*

*hanggang 9 pm lang sila.. aww!
hello?! friends ko pa rin sila. hindi ko sila ibubuko!

Sayang lang kasi wala kayo sa swimming!

Super saya kahit kaming lima na lang nila Vernon, Jerome, Renz at Arlene ang natira.

Lahat ng iba, borlogs! Si Arlene, gising siya pero hindi siya naligo kasi its super cold!

Kaming apat lang sa pool, hanggang 3 am in the morning! Sumasakit na nga ang arms and

back ko non kakalangoy.

At in fairness ang tapang nila Vernon, Renz at Jerome na magswim na naka-brief lang!

Anyway, dahil mabait naman ako, dalawa sa kanila ang nag-skinny dipping! kayo na

manghula kung sino sa tatlo!

Modest ako eh!

Ito pa, I admit, konti ang food, pero we all are miraculously busog after a simple dinner!

Salamat na rin sa matatamis na pop corn ni Renz!

Madami din ang nag-hard CRAYOLA! Actually, isa lang siya!

Ah basta, i won't spill anymore! Hulaan niyo na lang kung sino siya!

At ang ganda ng place! UBER BEAUTIFUL! I never expected na may magandang resort pala

sa Antipolo! Mas maganda pa sa LorieLand! Promise! Villa Christina! SOSYAL!

We also made friends with the Koreanos there! Madami din pics si Arlene sa Multiply niya!

Yun din pala ang first time kong matulog or maidlip sa semento na walang sapin! Not in the

sahig ha! Sa mesa ng isang cottage ako natulog with Renz, Jerome and Arlene.

Ayun, morning came. Super lamig ng umaga namin! As in! We were like in this big freezer!

Siyempre yung mga natulog ng medyo maaga, nag-swim ng maaga din. Sila Mearah at Russel,
kaso, they only swam for like, 15 mins. kasi lilinisin pa yung pool! Ayan tulog-tulog kasi!

Kaya nga Night-swimming eh!

After, making ligpit the gamit, we made larga na. Mart, Ed, Eca and Renz went home na kasi they have

commitments pa!

The rest went to Mims' for coffee and almusal!

Arlene made this sardinas delicacy! Delicioso!

The Girly Talk Code Deciphered

Boys read this...
Girls relate on this...

if i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]


When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]


When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]


When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]


When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]


When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]


When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]


When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]


When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]


When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]


When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]


When im scared
[ Protect me ]


When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]


When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]


When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]


When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]


When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]


When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]


When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]


When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]


When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]


When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]


When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]

A Friendster Bulletin by Danielle Santos,
a dear friend of mine

Random Thoughts...

Im here, sitting alone in my dad's office...

Thinking of what I could write on my blog...

I want it to make hitik just like Heyz's blog!

Well, lets start with my plans for the next semester.

First, I want to get rid of my ugly zits and uneven skin tone.

I should have facials every month kahit magastos.

May ipon naman ao di ba?

Second, is my GO VEGAN campaign!

I want to lose weight!

Gusto ko makapagsuot ng fashionable clothes that cuts the

circulation around the waist! Kapag payat ako, di yun masagwang

tingnan.

Third, improve my grades! Hello, do i need to elaborate on this?

Fourth, look for the Kyle XY soundtrack! I think its cool

(pronounced as KEWL)

Fifth, Ugly Betty Season two is already out sa ABC.

I hope out na rin siya sa Quiapo! lol!

Sixth, join the accreditation team. Kasi its fun pala na

mag-overnight sa COC! Brings back memories of the DRAMAFEST!

Seventh, sana makapag-organize ng party ang ating klase!

It would be uber fun!

Eighth, improve my knowledge about things I find interesting!

Ninth, magpa-accent train sa aking kuya! Sayang naman ang pagtuturo
niya sa TUA ng American accent di ba?

Tenth, improve my P.R. skills!

Eleventh, treasure more all my friends!

Twelfth, bond more with my classmates!

Thirteenth, sa summer, take a remedial class on P.E.

Lastly, raise money for my gadgets!

That are my short-term goals!

and now I'm ready...

Extraordinary


I was a bay tree
Quiet and unseen
I lived in stories but inside I kept a mystery
I was a starling
Nobody's darling
Flying around in perfect circles just for company

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

A midnight airplane
A window blowing
I know I am another sparkle in the sky
I shine on copper
Still undiscovered
But you might see me in the corner of my eye

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

Waking up to wake up someday
I am my own parade
Stopping off at a sidewalk cafe
Wind is playing in threes
Kick up confetti leaves
Seems as if it's all to say

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary

And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready
And now I'm ready to be extraordinary